When our lil Bijou passed; I was alone, dh went to Hungary to be w/ his grandmother. (They passed
away on the same day). I found Petloss.com to be a wonderful site. It was recommended by a friend. A lovely community with poems, songs, and people that will make you cry and laugh. You may find it comforting. They really helped me through the first couple of days...
Thoughts are with you during this difficult time...