Hi Rick - big hugs to you, and cheers to you for reaching out to your support network...
we are lucky to have you as a friend and so many people are here for you!
This also runs in my family and my sister has BPS. Someone here made a very good point, this is a disease, and mental illnesses are nothing to be ashamed of, despite many people's attitudes you may encounter along the road.
Also my best friend is BPS too, I tease her about her compusive vaccuming and say she needs to come over when she's on the up side!
Humor can help you go a long way, and you have ooodles of it. Keeping your perspective is important, and knowing you have friends here for you any time should be a part of that..
xox heather